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I don't think I genuinely know how much stuff I can successfully get through in high school. It's just like--what exactly am I supposed to be putting first and before anything else? I know once school starts back I'll be trying to get all that sorted out (plus the fact on making all new friends since it's a completely new school and I won't know anyone holy shit that scares me guys I have to leave my friends and now my thoughts are everywhere and its making my brain hurt really bad and I'm typing abnormally fast and what is wrong with me at the moment? hmphh)
I already know school first...but what's second? friends and social life or my band or my health (cause I know that's probably going down hill from here cause all this stress which leads me into depression and everything's awful because once I get really depressed I stop eating and of course that's never good cause does it not only affect my mental health but my physical and shit gets hard) but anyway....instead of boring you guys with my problems that you probably don't care about I'll just go ._.
Her Own Little World
"where were you today? I texted and called but you never picked up." he questioned, thinking she was just avoiding him.
"I'm sorry. I was away." she claimed while trying to hide any emotion from her eyes.
"Away? Where could possibly have gone on a school night?" He marched up to her and grabbed her face, looking deeply into her saddening eyes.
"A different world. I-" she stopped. Something in the distance caught her eye. A glimpse into the past from the corner of her eye. A glimpse of a place she had longed to go to. The place she had gone to escape the vicious reality of the world. Her own little world.
A world full of all her favorite t
He's Perfect
So, yesterday I was in my normal chat rooms and everything on an app on my phone like I am every night just looking for friends. Everyone posts pictures of anything and everything so I was like "okay, I'll just see who strikes up a conversation about my MCR shirt." so I posted a picture of my shirt like normal girls would do ( mirror pic omg ) and surprisingly enough...a guy talked to me. We didn't know anything about each other except that we both like My Chemical Romance and our names. We talked forever and finally exchanged kiks and went on talking there, where we figured out what each other actually looked like. I realized he is so so pe
Realization
I just realized...
once I get a job and everything I won't be able to take as many pictures and upload them as normal :o
I mean, yeah I know I have few watchers and rarely ever comments but that doesn't matter to me...
Just the fact that people can see what I love to do makes me happy and getting a job at 14 is going to reduce the time span on that...
A Monstrosity within Society
I can't walk around in public without feeling like a monster. Getting stared at for gauges and colored hair and skinny jeans in the burning heat.
Well, I'm so sorry I'm different and that I want to be me and not some Victoria Secret model. No, I'm not 40 lbs. underweight. No, my hair isn't always perfection. No, my skin isn't flawless like a model.
I'm sorry.
It's not like I roam around trying to steal candy from children or scare them intentionally, and if I do scare them it's a total accident. It's not like you have to look at me.
Yes, I know I'm different; but at least I'm myself. Yes, I know I have an issue when it comes to communica
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